"some things just aren't meant to be."
that's what we all say when we get screwed, when other people's selfishness ruin our lives. but we're supposed to know that it's not our fault - at least not always.
i really need an explanation from you. you cut my rope and didnt even run for help. you really did intend on killing me. don't worry, you won.
so i'm hooked on perfect romances and true love - but i know enough to see that it doesnt exist. come to think of it, love doesnt too. it is the selfishness of people that run our lives and ruin others.
how do you feel when i rub it in your face that you lied? because i know you did. i know you played me and i know you toyed with my emotions. but dont worry, no matter how much i would love to return the favor and hurt you like crazy, we both know i cant do that - because i dont want to. no matter what you say or do, (it might sound stupid but) i'll still love you.
and so here i'll still be, writing unsent letters to you and to my memory of you.
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