n.
1.
a. A feeling of agitation and anxiety caused by the presence or imminence of danger.
b. A state or condition marked by this feeling: living in fear.
2. A feeling of disquiet or apprehension: a fear of looking foolish.
3. Extreme reverence or awe, as toward a supreme power.
4. A reason for dread or apprehension: Being alone is my greatest fear.
what am i so afraid of? why do i always let fear get in the way? i'm scared of speaking up, scared of exploring, scared of change. but WHY? it can't just simply be fear, can it? there has to be a reason behind everything and the reason (whatever it is) can be overcome, can't it?
why? the one question that plagues me day in and day out. i don't know if i really don't know the answer, or its that i do but i'm too scared to admit it to myself. okay, i'm rambling again. what is wrong with me lately?!
in other news, the weather seems to be commiserating with me. whoop-dee-doo.
