great, they just gave me another year to die.

this sucks. they just gave me another year. and truth be told, i dont want it. you can have it if you want. i just dont want another year to suffer. i dont want another year to hear you complain about me. i dont want another year for everyone to step on me again. i just dont.

in a haze of confusion.

hey. we haven't talked in a while.

i miss you.

what am i gonna do now? tell me what to do, then tell me that i have the strength to do what i need to. its killing me. my situation now, and you not talking to me.

you said you were glad and that i looked happy. do i look happy to you now? you tell me, because you always have the answers. what am i gonna do?

i lost you, and that drama's over now. but what about this one? i don't know if i want to let this go or keep on fighting. i don't want to feel like this anymore.

help me, won't you please?