i, hate.

i hate christmas. its been 2 years already.

F.O.

fuck off.

dont you dare tell me what to do.

dont you dare.

one year

its been a bad year.

merry christmas.

blurbs..

fuck it. what the hell. i'm drunk out of my mind and blogging like crazy. so dont mind me. drunk crazy girl spilling out what she feels.

well, my world is spinning and i'm lightheaded. i reckon that's normal after drinking 10+ shots of vodka. so here's what I want to say:

i hate that you dont notice me. i hate that you make up stories about me and are proud of me for the wrong things. i hate that you notice her more than me. fuck it. could you PUHLEEZ do not push me to sit with you. so im antisocial. and??? what the..

fuck it. fuck them all. so what if im red? what the hell is wrong with that?

maybe, just MAYBE i dont want to spedn time with all of you. i dont give a damn so dont PUSH me.