i'm listening to the album version of better days by goo goo dolls on launch cast. yep, i really am hoping for better days.
soleil - french for "sun". in all my darkness, i guess im still wishing for a little bit of light to shine on me at least once in this lifetime.
it seems that i can't roll with the punches anymore. technically, i'm giving up but i don't know how. perhaps its time for me to throw in the towel coz there's not much use for it anymore anyway so let's say goodbye this time.
some days, when i don't think about it, it gets easier. i find that my love is fading day by day. but then there are days when i remember and everything floods right back in and i just miss him all the more. those are the toughest days ever - when all i can think about was what we had and what we don't have.
i was looking at your photo earlier today. it's all i have left of something i never understood. i bet you'd think its easy for me to look for somebody else to fill the enormous gap you left. it's not that easy. it's pretty hard, actually.
sore wa taihen, desu ne?
i've been online all day. aren't you even gonna drop me a line? :'c
