you just have to wait it out.

shucks, this is depressing. seriously. but i'll try not to get sucked in, i promise. its a lot of things really, but mostly, its about missing you and hating this crazy situation that we're in. don't get me wrong, i don't regret a single second of everything that we've been through.. all 16 days of this.

haha. 16 days and i'm like this. imagine what i'll be like in a month. haha. oh crap, i hope i survive. haha. well, i think i will.. maybe i'm just over-thinking things, like i allllways do.

but really, gosh, i miss you.. so much. i never really thought i'd fall in love with you like this. but i did and well, i like it.

i just really really miss you. :(

a feeling i just cant shake off

its a little bit of everything, and a loss of a big thing. i don't understand, but maybe i do. haha. ang gulo.

tha past 11 days have been a whirlwind. sobrang saya. imperfectly perfect. its like i found what i've been looking for. masaya, masaya. paalala pa ng isang kaibigan, biyaya ang lahat.

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==> yung pic sa far right, nakaw na picture sa loob ng airplane galing manila pauwing davao. nakaw siya dahil low bat na yung cam, kaya buti nalang at nahabol pa ang pic na ito. masaya, first time ni aligs sa davao. hehe. mas na-excite yata ako kesa sa kanya nun. haha. wuui, emphatic raw.

whatever happened to the people in the picture? si ambo is back home in cagayan de oro, and aligs is there visiting him. as for me, im at home, preparing for the big trip back to iloilo tomorrow. hmm.

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one word for it all: bittersweet