Sunday, June 05, 2005

today's the day i say goodnight.

take me as you are / push me off the road / the sadness i need this time to be with you / i'm freezing in the sun / i'm burning in the rain / the silence i'm screaming calling out your name / and i do reside in your light / put out the fire with me and find / yeah you lose the side of your circles / that's what i'll do if we say goodbye / to be is all i got to be / and all that i see / and all that i need this time / to me the life you gave me / the day you said goodnight / the calmess in your face / that i see through the night / the warmth of your light is pressing unto us / you didnt ask me why / i never would have known / oblivion is falling down / if you could only know me like your prayers at night / then everything between you and me will be alright / she's already taken / she's already taken / she's already taken me / the day you said goodnight --> hale [the day you said goodnight]

oddly enough, i've resigned to the fact that what i was is all i'll ever be.. oh and that he'll never change. they will forever disappoint me and i cant do anything about it. except be me. its my choice anyway and i choose to wither away into oblivion. who cares if i'm invisible and fading? who cares if i'm waning?

darkness

there is no single point of trauma that I can think of to explain how or why i react the way that i do. we were never poor, i was never mole...