the grapevine is wise, sometimes.

sabi ng kaibigan ng kaibigan ko, "hay naku, maramot yang si summer. hindi maingat! kunwari innocent. innocent niya bangs niya." [referring to summer sa (500) days of summer]. at first tawang tawa talaga ako. but then, thinking about it, totoo talaga. sobrang maramot siya. ipinapasaya niya lang ang sarili niya na hindi niya iniisip ang kapakanan ng iba. okay, sige, sabihin nga natin sinabi niya na from the start na hindi nga siya naghahanap ng "something serious", pero kahit na. alam niya nang nagsisimula nang mahulog yung isa, e di sana pinigilan niya na. but no, habang siya ay masaya pa, go pa rin. nung hindi na siya masaya at kuntento, bitawan na. ano ba yan? nasan ang hustisya don?

ang masasabi ko lang, panoorin niyo na lang ang (500) days of summer. kakaiba siyang rom-com. bow.

birthdays wear me out.

another useless year. really.

badtrip, who says you need to celebrate on your birthday? what is a birthday anyway? seriously?

god am i tired

god am i tired, or what. this has taken the most out of me and i don't want to give a damn anymore.

who cares if im in an area that's dangerous? we all live in areas with different dangers abound. so i might die. who cares? we'll all die one way or another. it's just a matter of who goes first and how. so i go first. i don't care.

seriously. i don't want to care anymore. i really don't.

maybe, seriously, perhaps i was meant to be alone. i'm better off alone anyway. and so are you.