i tried to blog there twice... TWICE! and what do i get? nothing. absolutely nothing. not even a dot. crap!
now im more angsty than ever! swear! grrrrrr....
im not feeling like myself today.
for the first time in a really long time, im feeling helpless. helpless and hopeless. and its getting the best of me.
i dont want to succumb to this feeling of nothingness, but it seems too imminent that its impenetrable.
right now, i'm not sure if there'll be better days.
what i hate most about this is that this is exactly what i wanted to run away from. seems like its following me anywhere i go and i dont know what - or who - to confront and how to confront it.
salamat sa pag-reply ha. that's one thing i really hate. me pouring my heart out and you not caring one bit.
i hate it when people ask you if you're okay and when you say what you really feel, that you're not okay, all they'll say is.. "ah. OKAY LANG YAN". HELLO!?! hindi nga okay diba?!? crap.
if you never intended to listen, then why did you ask? pucha. sa susunod, huwag ka nang magtanong.
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