Tuesday, November 04, 2008

KUNG BINASA MO ANG 85+ BLOGS KO OVER THE WEEKEND, BASAHIN MO RIN ITO.

OMG. Disclaimer lang talaga, i tried cross-posting NEW (i repeat: NEW) entries, but lo and behold, shet ang multiply at kinross-post niya lahat (as in LAHAT) ng blogs ko sa blogspot account ko. AS IN LAHAT. pati yung mga 2004 blogs ko.

kaya please, kung binasa mo lahat ng 85+ blogs ko, gusto ko lang sabihin na OKAY LANG AKO. PRAMIS. at, at, at.. angsty college student ang nagsulat ng mga previous blogs, kaya paumanhin. oo, angsty ako nung college. yun na yun. tapos na. okay.

which reminds me, kung natapos mo lahat ng blogs ko, congratulations. ang tiyaga mo! at, at, at.. buti nakatiis ka sakin. kung ako nga eh nasusuka/natatawa sa mga sinauna kong sinulat.

haha. kids.

Saturday, November 01, 2008

way past speeding.

hello.

learning to cross-post. maybe you're right, haha. stupid creating a blog thinking no one will read it. duh. its online. haha. yeah.

listening to the cd you gave me 6 months ago. woah. 6 months. and on wednesday, it'll be 7. imagine that. 7. didn't think it'd last this long, did you?

i'm sleepy. i'm sure you're sleeping now. guess what, you're stalker is back and has been blocking the messages i sent you as well as the ones you sent me. i just read the ones you sent, by the way. a little over 3 hours too late.

i've been researching. haha. just trying to get insights on how i can make it better. luckily, you know enough for the both of us. wide reader much?

yeah. about kanina. we both know its inevitable. when it does happen, though, well, hopefully we're mature enough individuals to know how to deal with it. if not, oh well.

hay. oo na. gimingaw na ko nimo. tsar.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Monday, October 13, 2008

so what if i'm obvious? nobody cares anyway, so here goes nothing.

i'm really scared to tell you that i'm not okay because i'm scared you'll get tired of taking care of me.. just like everyone has.

i'm scared to tell you things like these because i'm scared to find out that you don't really feel the same way. have you been thinking about me as much as i've been thinking about you? these kinds of things.

i know you're going to ask me about this, and like every other thing, i'll just brush it off. because in all honesty, i'm not used to letting people see what's lying deep within me.

Friday, September 26, 2008

anata wa tsumetai kokoro ga imasu yo!

D: blah blah blah. kalagot siya.
C: ano ka man. nagahanap ka ng away?
D: (napaisip) feeling ko. pero kalagot man din gud siya.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

now THIS song says it all. it says what's going on.

are you not the slightest bit confused? just the truth.
the speed at which we move blends so well. it's too soon.
separate yourself from what compels you to relinquish us.
push your weight on to me entirely.
stay away from me, stay away from me now.
unless you're gonna see, unless you're gonna see me out.
no, i can't dance unless it's slow or sad.
to a song that's far less obvious.
you're using me, do it slowly.
make it last until i have to go.
trust me when i say just a few more weeks. don't move.
resist temptation, or do as you see fit. just choose.
separate yourself from what compels you to relinquish us.
push your weight on to me entirely.
stay away from me, stay away from me now.
unless you're gonna see, unless you're gonna see me out.
no, i can't dance unless it's slow or sad.
to a song that's far less obvious.
you're using me, do it slowly.
make it last until i have to go.
stay away from, stay away from, stay away from me.
stay away from, stay away from me.





- i don't know what's happening to me. don't leave.

tsumetai kokoro ga imasu ka

aaahhhh...

gusto kong magmura ng malutong. promise. tang ina. yun. kanina pa nun gustong lumabas. tang ina. bakit nanaman ito bumabalik ng di oras. tang ina. di ko na nakikita talaga. hindi ko na maintindihan talaga. leche. naglagot jud ko. as in nag mug-ot ko, naglagot ko sa akong kinabuhi. nawad-an ko ug rason nganong naa pa ko diri. bisag ikaw, di na nako makit-an nganong naggunit ko sa huna-huna na okay ra na naa ka, kay dili pud diay.

wala ko kabalo kung ako ra ni, o kitang duha, nganong nawala man kalit, nganong murag wala na lang gyud ko giganahi. wa koy labot kung maayo pa ba ni o dili na, pero naguluhan na gyud ko. dili nalang siguro ta magkita hantud nakit-an na nako kung nganong naglisod ko karon. yawaa gyud ani ui. wala gyud nako mahinumduman kung nganong naing-ani naman ko.

darkness

there is no single point of trauma that I can think of to explain how or why i react the way that i do. we were never poor, i was never mole...