what i'm listening to: globes and maps, something corporate
mood: somewhere between desperation and contempt
pakiramdam ko napakawalang kwenta nito. walang kwenta rin ang mga pakiramdam na ganito.
one day, i'll see you walk out that door.
i hate growing up. i hate this moving forward, because it entails a leaving behind, it makes sure that you are faced with consequences that you never even dreamed of or even considered before you decided to move on.
do you wanna leave or something?
siguro kung hindi ako nagmadali, wala sana ako rito. siguro kung hindi ko inisip ang mga bagay-bagay. sila naman din ang nagdesisyon ng ibang aspeto ng buhay ko, bakit hindi ko nalang inalay ang buong buhay ko? e di sana wala na akong iniisip pa, wala sana akong pinagdedesisyonan. wala sana akong buhay.
scorn. is there no choice at all?
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