shucks, this is depressing. seriously. but i'll try not to get sucked in, i promise. its a lot of things really, but mostly, its about missing you and hating this crazy situation that we're in. don't get me wrong, i don't regret a single second of everything that we've been through.. all 16 days of this.
haha. 16 days and i'm like this. imagine what i'll be like in a month. haha. oh crap, i hope i survive. haha. well, i think i will.. maybe i'm just over-thinking things, like i allllways do.
but really, gosh, i miss you.. so much. i never really thought i'd fall in love with you like this. but i did and well, i like it.
i just really really miss you. :(
random musings on random things at random hours. do not take seriously, or personally. WARNING: posts may be cryptic, so if you think it's about you, it probably isn't.
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there is no single point of trauma that I can think of to explain how or why i react the way that i do. we were never poor, i was never mole...
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shucks, this is depressing. seriously. but i'll try not to get sucked in, i promise. its a lot of things really, but mostly, its about m...
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well, let's start with how i feel right now: sad, lonely, depressed, angry, helpless, unlovable, numb, pissed off. and that's just t...
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