Sunday, October 25, 2009

the grapevine is wise, sometimes.

sabi ng kaibigan ng kaibigan ko, "hay naku, maramot yang si summer. hindi maingat! kunwari innocent. innocent niya bangs niya." [referring to summer sa (500) days of summer]. at first tawang tawa talaga ako. but then, thinking about it, totoo talaga. sobrang maramot siya. ipinapasaya niya lang ang sarili niya na hindi niya iniisip ang kapakanan ng iba. okay, sige, sabihin nga natin sinabi niya na from the start na hindi nga siya naghahanap ng "something serious", pero kahit na. alam niya nang nagsisimula nang mahulog yung isa, e di sana pinigilan niya na. but no, habang siya ay masaya pa, go pa rin. nung hindi na siya masaya at kuntento, bitawan na. ano ba yan? nasan ang hustisya don?

ang masasabi ko lang, panoorin niyo na lang ang (500) days of summer. kakaiba siyang rom-com. bow.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

birthdays wear me out.

another useless year. really.

badtrip, who says you need to celebrate on your birthday? what is a birthday anyway? seriously?

Saturday, October 17, 2009

god am i tired

god am i tired, or what. this has taken the most out of me and i don't want to give a damn anymore.

who cares if im in an area that's dangerous? we all live in areas with different dangers abound. so i might die. who cares? we'll all die one way or another. it's just a matter of who goes first and how. so i go first. i don't care.

seriously. i don't want to care anymore. i really don't.

maybe, seriously, perhaps i was meant to be alone. i'm better off alone anyway. and so are you.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

addicted because all i ever think about is you

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away
Going away

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away
Going away

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away
This crush ain't going away

- CRUSH, david archuleta


hahaha. napaka anti-whatever ko talaga. ngayon ko lang sobrang na-appreciate yung song. ganda. hehe. nakaka-addict. wala lang. dont read into this too much.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

camera one (kasi emo daw ako! haha)

The Rules:
1.) Open iTunes, or your music player of choice
2.The Rules:
1.) Open iTunes, or your music player of choice
2.) Turn on Shuffle, or Random, or anything similar
3.) Push Next for every question
4.) Type in whatever song that comes out
5.) Don't Cheat (seriously, you're only ever really fooling yourself)



WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
june [up dharma down]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
the astronaut [something corporate]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
mary [pupil]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
march of the pigs [mae]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
book of love [peter gabriel]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
my friends over you [new found glory] -->haha! galeng ah.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
interlude [my chemical romance] --->wooh, emo haha

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
tea and sympathy [jars of clay]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
i'll be [edwin mccain]

WHAT SONG WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
build God, then we'll talk [panic at the disco] ---> this is going to be a cool wedding hahaha

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
twenty three [yellowcard] ----> sana naman not because that's my age when i die

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
don't look back in anger [oasis]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
take it or leave it [jet] ---> o ha! ano say mo? haha

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
freak out [avril lavigne] ----> trishaaaa! get your songs out of my playlist! :P

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
prayer or rupert mayer [himig heswita]

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
no ordinary love [urbandub] ---> wah. emo. i'll die at twenty three because of no ordinary love. kewl.

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
time machine [click five] ----> trisha, pleeeaaseeee take these out! T.T
 
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
coming undone [highwater rising] ---> haha. ang emo ng mga sagot talaga! :P

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
she [ryan cabrera]

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
L.O.V.E. [frank sinatra] ----> wahahaha!

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
relapse [jesse maccartney]

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
perfectly happy [the ataris]

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
camera one [josh joplin]

Friday, January 02, 2009

got this from my sister who got this from a friend who probably got it from someone else too..

IN 2008 I...

[x] broke a promise

[X] fell out of love

[x] lied

[ ] cried over a broken heart

[x] disappointed someone close

[x] hid a secret

[x] pretended to be happy

[ ] slept under the stars

[ ] kept your new years resolution

[x] forgot your new years resolution

[x] met someone who changed your life

[X] met one of your idols

[x] changed your outlook on life

[X] sat home all day doing nothing (pfft, this is EASY.)

[x] pretended to be sick

[x] left the country

[X] given up on something/someone important to you

[X] lost something expensive

[x] learned something new about yourself

[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it

[x] made a change in your life

[X] found out who your true friends were

[x] met great people

[X] stayed up ‘til sunrise

[X] cried over the silliest thing

[x] had friends who were drifting away from you

[X] had a high cellphone bill

[x] spent most of your money on food

[ ] had a fist fight

[ ] went to the beach with your best friend(s)

[x] gotten sick

[X] liked more than 5 people at the same time

[x] became closer with a lot of people


pfft. this list is easy. maybe next time they should try putting harder things like swam with sharks, ate a live octopus, jumped 50 feet without a harness, blah blah.

darkness

there is no single point of trauma that I can think of to explain how or why i react the way that i do. we were never poor, i was never mole...