Sunday, November 26, 2006

rose-colored glasses

determine. determination. deteriorate.

how do you forget? how do you erase someone from your memory? how do you wish someone away? why do i still want him?

words to live by: DONT FALL IN LOVE.

a little black skirt isnt going to fix what i've destroyed - its gonna push him farther away. a little more shoving and i might just jump over the edge. i have had enough of love and life and pain. i just want to get away from it all.

in the case that my heart stops beating, the whole time it was, it was also wishing for you to stay.

its so hard when your soul's already dead and people expect you to live when there's no reason to anymore. its so disappointing when the only person you ever let in pushes you out. its so painful to realize that life doesn't really give a damn but you still do. its destroying me. you're destroying me.

a little more to the left and i know its over.

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