It's like this loneliness has been ingrained into my circadian rhythm. it's like a vicious cycle, where i'm okay, you're not in my thoughts anymore and then boom! some obscure moment reminds me of you and i am pulled into this depression where i can't seem to want to do all of this without you. and then i claw my way out of that rut. and then i'm okay again. and the cycle continues.
i wonder when this cycle will end. i wait for the day when this cycle sets me free, or i am free of you, whichever comes first. or maybe, just maybe, someone can set me free.
