Thursday, August 17, 2006

coffee and cookies

well well well.. i've finally found a way to:

1. snag a laptop
2. use the laptop to my convenience.. and
3. connect it to the internet!!!!

yahoo indeed..

well, i guess that's it for my worldly pleasures because my heart still seems to be empty and bleeding.

too bad for me the only guy i ever really loved doesnt love me anymore and can't even love me.. oh well. this will truly, uhm, suck.
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Saturday, August 12, 2006

the mistakes i make and the things i do.

how come we cant turn our backs on the things that we do? how come its too hard to face the mistakes that we've done? how come it so difficult to do the right thing?

"a demon cannot be hurt." - DEMON, guster
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