Time is never time at all / You can never ever leave without leaving a peace of youth / And our lives are forever changed / We will never be the same / The more you change the less you feel / Believe believe in me believe / That life can change that you're not stuck in vain / We're not the same we're different tonight / Tonight so bright tonight / And you know you're never sure / But you're sure you could be right / If you held yourself up to the light / And the embers never fade in your city by the lake / The place where you were born / Believe believe in me believe / In the resolute urgency of now / And if you believe there's not a chance tonight / Tonight so bright tonight / We'll crucify the insincere tonight / We'll make things right we'll feel it all tonight / We'll find a way to offer up the night tonight / The indescribable moments of your life tonight / The impossible is possible tonight / Believe in me as I believe in you / Tonight tonight / Tonight --> smashing pumpkins [Tonight, tonight]
okay. my mind has been reeling lately. i have not been myself at all in days. in fact, i have been different lately. different in the bad sense. i have been devoid of feeling and the only emotions running around my head are that of hurt, anger and depression. oh, and i've been oddly nostalgic lately.
i have not been able to decide what to do about him#1. whereas for him#2, i plan on trying to forget him while fixing our friendship. with him#3, i havent decided yet... i dont even know what he really feels about me. it could be that he's just plain harmless, but how would i know?
as for me, i have not decided what to do with my life yet. i reckon its going nowhere. nothing is happening and there are no avenues for me to do something really important with my life. in one word, my life is stale.
i guess i've been staring at the color black for too long now. i've been totally depressed lately and have been drawing back from personal relationships with friends and family. i have hardly even talked since monday. yes, this big mouth of mine also shuts up once in a while. worst of all, i think i have not been using my brain lately because it hurts a lot and it has been blank for the past couple of days. i have even lost the will to blog oh the shock, the horror!)
dont know what else to write. only that i wish life would just start... well, changing.
